family girl?!?

i know i've said it before, but i have to say it again... i am so incredibly happy being with clay. we're starting quite the adventure together, and bringing a new life into the picture feels oh so right. i can't quite put it into words. i've never before felt so loved or loved someone so much.

you have to love being emotional, it's liberating to let everything out whenever you're thinking it. good for the soul.

i love you baby...and baby bean. my family.

p.s. i want chinese food. i'd kill for sweet & sour chicken and an egg roll.

lazy days

did another pregnancy test...call me a paranoid woman and you'd be right! that big fat positive popped up in seconds! hopefully i'll be able to get into the doctor's office on friday, then i'll feel even better.

i've had a couple waves of nausea, nothing too horrid yet. i haven't had a drop of caffeine since i found out i'm knocked up. i'm trying to be a good mommy-to-be. now i need to start taking walks when i come home from work every night. get some exercise since i spend most of my days at work sitting on my ass.

i've slept tons this weekend and it's felt wonderful!

HOLY BEAN!

clay and i found out a few hours ago that we're going to be parents! i'm so fucking happy and excited, and in a state of shock and bliss at the same time. i really don't know what else to say except i feel like the luckiest woman in the world. i have clay, and now we are starting a family. wow...

I'm Gonna Be A Daddy!!!

My Partner/Lover/Friend Kim and I just found out not an hour ago that she is in fact pregnant. Fucking WOW!!!