Ode to Clay

As the day of Pearl's arrival gets closer I think more and more about my new family. I've been blessed with a man I love more than I ever thought was possible. I've been doubly blessed by him wanting me to be his wife. So, I want to take this moment to thank him.

Clay, I don't know what I would have done without you these last nine months. You have been my rock, my source of comfort, a sounding board for all my whining and complaining, my midnight butler who catered to all of my cravings, my best friend and lover. You've put up with my crazy hormones, my breakdowns, my temper tantrums, and my sleeping the days (and nights) away. Through all of that you've never judged me. You've only made me feel loved and safe, cared for and worshiped. You have no idea what that means to me.

I also want to apologize if I've overlooked any of your feelings. This is just as big of a change in life for you as it is for me. Just because you don't carry our child in your body doesn't lessen the emotions you feel. They are just as strong and important!

I love you Clay, you are my world, and all I want for you is to be happy and fulfilled. I want you to know that I would do anything for you. You are going to be a wonderful father and I'm so looking forward to our family adventure.